I looked forward all week to the marketing night at dd's school. I rushed home and made cupcakes to help out for the supper. I get there with dd in tow and we can't go in because it's adults only (because there is wine). Not only was it humiliating because I was late and I think everyone saw me come in and then leave, but I went to the effort to make cakes, dd even told me she thought kids weren't allowed (which I poo pooed), and I think it must be getting close to that time of the month becuase I've just had a good cry. Add onto that I blew off h this afternoon when he suggested taking dd to the movies tonight becuase I already had plans. I Invited him to come to the marketing night but he wasn't interested.
So humiliating. The lady on the table and the principal both rushed out to say dd could sit in the library but that'd hardly be any fun for her would it?
I came home and scoured the newsletters I could find but found only one vague reference to it "being a night for adults". I feel such a d**k...both for not listening to dd and for feeling so upset about it (dd is feeling awful that I am sad too).
Ugh...my life sux. Pity party time. I'll be fine tomorrow....it just sux tonight.
** Purple
As soon as you trust yourself you will know how to live. Goethe
