I haven't been posting much because not much is happening. Just moving along through this new life. W is doing her thing and I'm doing mine. Abby still is with me 90% of the time.
Today was a good day though. Abby graduated from pre-school. They had a great little ceremony and I was so proud of my normally shy little girl. She was frinkin' adorable. Tonight I took her to dinner at a pasta restaurant where a friend of mine works at. Two ex-coworkers walked by and came in to say hello. I know they probably talked about me after "he's at a graduation dinner with just him and D"....how sad. oh well.
Earlier this week I really just wanted to scream at the world. Everyone says "he's doing so well...he's so strong.....he'll be fine." My friend (same one who works at restaurant) told me he sees the truth. He knows I'm hurting and just good at hiding it. I just want to yell at everyone. My life is just so crazy! But I'll stay strong for Abby's sake.
Got a b-day party to go to tomorrow for Abby. Another thing I never used to do but am getting used to now. Gotta hang w/ 5-6 year old girls all day. Maybe one will have a single mom....haha.
Abby is great though...whenever we are at she continously says "I love you." She almost made me cry tonight on the way home. Who need W when I've got Abby.
M 35 W 28 D 4
Bomb 4/28/08 Found out about PA 05/14/08 Separated 5/25/08 (not legally)
