jonzy calm down, take a breathe bro anger isn't going to solve anything right now. At least you are venting on here. Who knows why she reacted that way not your problem. Think is there anything that you did or say that would prompt that response?
You're getting on the rollercoaster dude jump off before you hit full speed. Nothing you did could have been as BIG of a screw up as I did today. Fraid I might have put myself back to square 1 if not negative numbers. My lesson for the day no matter what PUT THEM FIRST!!! Go ready my post from today, then you can see how not to do it.