They call me Dr LOve.... I just wanted to say hey.... I have been at this now for over a year. Most of you already know my story so I will not go into detail. But about a year ago I found pictures of my W with another man on our computer. I was devastated. I did all the wrong things. I begged her to give me another chance. (Ya right like I did something wrong). I cried, I moped around. Wife at that time treated me like dirt. I became really depressed. But with the help of my friends here. (Back then we were allowed to exchange-mails) I over came it. I started to GAL... Fast forward my W recently agreed to go to retro JULY 11TH is the day.... I can honestly say I did not give up. I bent over backwards to keep things in control. This will be the make it or break it time though. I guess the hard part... getting your spouse to go... is done. I am scared. I don't know what to expect. I don't know if I still want to be married. In the beginning this retro thing was to help my W see the light. But now I need it. I need to find out if there is any future with my wife. I am no longer willing to live as roommates... I just wanted to let everyone know that sometimes the wait may be worth it. It has been over a year since we lived as husband and wife. In 13 more days I will find out if the wait was worth it...
Take care everyone
Do Love (husband)
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
