Being open here is good, get it out of your system (head)
I had to step back and think when I read your post. I'm sorry you feel the way you do.
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Happycamper: What seems so unfair, and I'm being really honest now, is that he can go out tonight (as he is out) and have sex with anyone he wants, and enjoy all that comes with that. Me? I will have to wait years to find someone. My sex-life has just been snatched away
I'm in the same boat, W has her own place and can do what ever she wants. I want someone to kiss, someone to hold (((happycamper))), someone to love. but I can't. I have to get my life in order before I invite anyone else into my life. It's going to take time, thats why I still wear my wedding ring. To remind me and to show others that I'm still married.
There is nothing I want more in the world then to hold a woman, feel her body next to mine, and feel love again, but I cannot until I get my life in order. To feel a womans lips against mine, wow God, someday please, yes its gone for now, and I don't want it to be but I have no choice right now.
We all have a long haul ahead of us, good or bad it's the path we choose in life that's important.
M45 W41 M10 3/4 years D9, D6, D6, S5 OM confirmed 12/07 merry christmas to me WAM (Walk Away Mom) 05/31/08 Date I'll forgive W for A = never
