Water, My H broke it off once, he swore he really tried (for a whole 3 days), but I didnt believe at all him until I heard about this, Im not entirely sure if I believe him even now. Im not sure if I need to console him, or even if I could. Moslty because, like you said, of the pain he put me through.
I think that it will be a memory one day. I pray for that day also. But it is something that he cant take back, it will have changed us both forever. Hopefully I can make the most of the lessons I can learn from it and the changes will make me a better person. Not that the changes arent part of a brutally painful process.
I guess I gave the wrong finger to the wrong man...
