Also, most don't even know what's going on... only a select few, but I don't want to bring them down with my sad little story.
As nice as it sounds, that's an awfully selfish attitude to take. How would you feel if the tables were turned?
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Good things are happening for them and I like them to feel happy. They care about me and worry about me... I don't want them to worry.
Does that mean they're only fair weather friends? Ms. imp.. ms. imp.. ms. imp... is this a diabolical plan for me to come out and personally thwap you with a Nerf bat?
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If I knew the facts, I would know which direction to take. As things are, I feel like I'm running in circles in my head. I wish someone would just tell me what to do.
Get out of your head, ms. imp. Do something visual.. do something physical to break the looping, obsessing. Go seek outside help. Get out of the locked box!