Hi GG
I am sorry for everything you are going through at the moment especially for your father. I will keep him in my prayers. Remember in the beginning one piece of advice was just to keep moving forward. That is all you can do just take one step at a time one minute at a time.

I too am in a bit of a rut. I am glad that I am back in school but sometimes I feel like I am hanging on by a thread and money is really tight. Meanwhile well h bought a new truck. I can't afford a vehicle right at the moment. Anyway I just try to keep the focus ahead of me.

Just always look forward GG. You will come through this also.

Maybe go to a C will help as someone suggested. You just need to get your focus back.

I am glad you posted.