So - already today I am crazy angry - then W calls me all upset because me and S6 yesterday, for the half hour we have been together we played video games! instead of painting I don't know what that he had to do for soccer camp.... How would I know he had to do that! I am NOT a mind reader!! AM I? Anyway... she was *itching about being a "responsible" father and I saw blank like a bull in front of the red cape. I "yelled" her that if she has "advices" she is welcome otherwise she is the last person to tell me what I can or can't do with my kids, she did put the kids in a terrible situation and she doesn't care, she is the worst mother I know, I have not respect for her and she can keep her *itching for herself.
Anyway.... I know a big backslide, but at this point who cares, I am so upset because next month I am going to be so busy I am not going to be able to see my kids almost at all. They are going to go out with W and that..... whatever he is OM.... pretending they are a family. AAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHH