(((Jeff))) (((Karen))) (((Dar))) (((Michelle))) Thanks for cheering me up. Do you ever just get tired and just want to be left the hell alone? I'm so tired of this that I'm just ready to say fine, do whatever you want, just don't involve me. H called last night late and apologized for "keeping it going" between DS and I. I told him although I appreciated his trying to "fix it" that DS and I needed to come to a meeting of the minds on our own as we are the ones that have to live together day to day.

It gets so much better. DD is in daycare through her school district and they do it in sessions (each month is a session). So I saw a sign Monday that said tuition was due the 23rd. With all that I've had going on, it didn't register. So I tried to pay it yesterday and they told me to go to the Dist. Office. I went there this morning to be told that DD is now on a waiting list and today would be her last day. WTF? I have paid for daycare for 4 years and not ever been late, not once and now she is on a waiting list? Karma is not my friend these days. I have already called my 17yr old niece and asked her if she would like to make some money. I'm off next week and H is off the week after that, so she has a week or so to decide. This is just not the way I needed/wanted to start the weekend. OH WELL, as has been proven to me time and again, its really not about what we want. I'll keep you posted, I'm sure there is more drama ahead.


M:39
H:39
K:S14;D8
T:22yr
M:15yrs
S:12/28/07 EA/PA
3/14/08 OW preg
11/17/08 born
12/12/08 his
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Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option