On The Rollercoaster Ride!

[addie]

H has been contacting me every day since I moved.
A couple of days ago on my birthday he sent me an email wishing me a Happy Birthday. In the afternoon there were flowers delivered to the house with a card signed: Love, H's name.
I responded with a very short email thanking him for the birthday wishes and flowers. Later on that day H tried calling a couple of times but I missed his calls and didn't call back (one of the calls was at 2 am). He then sent another email telling me that he misses us, what a beautiful person I am, that he hasn't written me poetry in a very long time but that he should and signed off "Love, Name" (haven't heard this word in the longest time). I didn't reply to this email.
Last night he finally got a hold of me on the phone after a couple of tries. I remained detached (which is very much what I am feeling right now) and didn't initiate any small talk. It's strange but I feel rather tranquil (at least for now) - I don't have the need to speak to him.