hey there, first of all big hugs and I'm very happy you are clinging to God, which is the only solution so one can NOT go nuts during this awful time.

Sorry to hear about your car!! when it rains it pours, yikes! hope it doesnt' have any other problems and that it runs for a long time to come.

Yea, stbx also liked to downplayed the A, though true that the As were just symptoms of a larger disease the As and its implications hurt like crazy. But, do try to fight off with all your might the thoughts that will engulf you about him and the ow/s, it is a hard task, I fought hard with that too even during the time my stbx came back. With lots of prayer you will be able to exorcize those negative thoughts out of you, for God is the God of the impossible.

And yes! it does help to help others, it helps you to see the bigger picture and not to wallow in your problems, she's lucky to have a good friend like you \:\)

LOL about the boots!!! ha ha

Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2

30something
2kids
survivor of S, MLC, A, D
I have peace in my heart, at last.