Mulesqb still getting kicked in the a$$

[mulesqb]

I know Phoenix, I screwed up. I'm a little emotional right now. I just feel like this may really be the end. I am putting on a good face around her and keeping very upbeat, but inside i'm a mess. I'll be strong - she's heard the last ILY from me for a long time.

Our arrangement is that Friday to monday - she stays at her aunt's house and monday until friday I'm at my dad's. The next week we will reverse the 4 days and 3 days and keep reversing each week.

She won't have a lot of time with the neighbors during the week. The boys schedules kick into high gear now for the next 6 weeks. I will attend but not help her get them there - that would be her way to get with the neighbors. I also plan on talking to the neighbor this weekend.