13 MORE DAYS. I ALMOST had a set back today... My sister called and told me she could NOT watch my son. SO I had to call my mom to see if she was available. Now my son loves his Grandmother dearly BUT... her house is not the most fun place to stay. I did have a talk with him and told him that mom and dad really needed to away that weekend and if there was anyway we could we would be taking him. He was GREAT. He said no problem he will be alright. (I could tell he was not really a happy camper about it) But..... I REALLY need to do this.. I am usually a weak man when it comes to putting others before my needs. (Other wise I would not be in this sitch). BUT I do know these two days of not having allot of fun for my son could lead to a way better situation for the rest of his life....
Got ta go IT"S FRIDAY... Ever since Wife agreed to go to retro I no longer feel like the end of my marriage is nearing on hold but not ending yet. Like I have said in the past it was getting to the point that I was not feeling married anymore. I was having a good time going out and bar hopping. I was testing the waters and boy they felt nice. But since the Retro agreement I now feel guilty again about being a "married man" out on the town. BUT........It has been a while since I went out and I am NOT out of the woods yet so if I can get a few bucks together I just may go out tonight. Kind of like a "bachelor party" this will be the last Friday night before Retro that I will be able to go out as a "possible soon to be available guy"
Have a great weekend everyone...
Oh Ya NikB. GOT a GREAT DEAL on the lawn mower.....
Husband
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
