I hope I can do it. Its just finding the right balance. It was a positive talk and I'm not sure she knows what she wants but me walking on eggshells is not it.
Tyring not to worry about screwing up and going about my business and not over thinking things will not be easy. But the alternative is life without her and that right now is not what I want and I really don't think she wants that either or she would have been gone a long time ago.
Something is keeping her in the house and our bed but just what that is I'm not sure, maybe neither of us want to give up. Hopefully I am reading that right now I just need to move on and start living my life.
She said lets take it one day at a time and go from there and that is what I need to do from here on out.
