Just caught up a little with your thread and wanted to say how sorry I am for you that you are in this situation. I seem to be in a similar situation to you and I can really empathise. I know you commented on my own thread, thank you for that.
With regards to forgiving, one of my favourite speakers, Joyce Meyer, says that not forgiving someone is like making them a poisonous drink and then drinking it yourself!!! It always encourages me to let my H go in every way.
Prayer for today - Father let me learn what You want me to learn through this difficult time. May my journey through the wilderness last 11 days, may I not go round and round for 40 years. As I learn to release _________, may You release the blessing in my life. Amen
Am thinking of you.
Me:36 M:16 D final: 08/09 Ds:10&5 Ss:8&3 Bomb 3xPA 200 sexual encounters 15/06/08