man - it's hard to be alpha male all the time... this evening I feel more like a GAMMA male - maybe even a delta male. I cannot be indifferent to things like the news that today W OM and D4 went for a picknick together. And OM gave a plastic ring to D4 that she was showing off! If there wasn't D4 with them I wouldn't have cared. I don't want my kids to get attached to this guy.