Thanks Woog, that means a lot coming from you. I remember how hard you tried too. I guess what still gets me the most is how much the kids are being and will continue to be hurt. I know they don't understand what is going on now. I hope that someday they will realize who did what and who was the strong person. I know I need to be strong for them so they don't repeat my mistakes. When I move and start a new thread I'll give the long history of our R and you will see what I'm talking about. I'm going to get this tired ars in bed now.
R 23 years M 20 years Bomb June 2007 S Oct 2007 Ds 11 & 16 Ds and I moved out Aug. 2008