Amen to that. I feel the same way. Trusting in God offers so much comfort and really seems to take the edge off for some reason. Helps me calm myself and think clearly.
Friends and clergy have always told me to place God first. I now know that to be true. If you read "Wild at Heart", by John Eldredge, it is a great read and is written for men (but really helpful for women). It explains about why women leave us. In short, men make the W "their God" and everything revolves around THEM, instead of God. We also lose a part of our masculinity in the course of things, then we become someone else altogether. There's obviously more to the book than that...great book:
My DB coach also recommended I read the female version of that book, "Captivating", by John and Staci Eldredge. A very insightful read for both the men and women on this BB: