Last night I met with H for dinner and some "us" time. We spent some time talking about R - still at a stalemate there as to what we're going to do. H is impatient and does not want to wait for me to make a decision, but I am adamant that I need time to make sure that I make the choice that is right for me. We were able to move past the intense talk/near argument and have a few laughs. H initiated sex and I complied, but was disappointed at how little pleasure I got out of it. Sex life was always mostly so-so during marriage (only a few times were great) and I guess I had hoped the last 4 months apart would have created a little more chemistry there... but I guess not. Even though I don't regret it, I now am a little more worried about that aspect of things. I know sex isn't everything in a R, but for me it is a big part. So now I'm wondering how much stock should I put into this somewhat disappointing event in the overall scheme of things?
Me (WAW) 30 H (LBS) 31 T since 6/10/1994 M 8/8/98 No kids S 3/10/08 D filed 6/9/08; put on hold 7/14/08 D finalized 10/13/08
