Write down what bothers you.. sets off what my brother calls the "bullshit meter"..
I've been working on this, Gypsy. My bullshit meter went on overdrive and I'm pretty close to making a decision to end my marriage.
When my husband and I had our last relationship talk, I asked him how OW responded when he told her all that B.S. about me being disgusted by children, etc. His answer was "I can't remember." I gave him plenty of time to think about it and to let me know what she said. He refused. He protects HER and doesn't protect me AT ALL.
I don't want to be married to this man.
I have to get out of here... go hiking or to the beach. I need a respite. I feel like a heavy weight is on my chest. I hate this.
It HURTS.
M: 37 H: 36 Married: Aug 13, 2004 Decision to Divorce: July 20, 2008 Reconciled: September 2008 Current: Ambivalence
