MP - I know how you feel - old and unlovable. I feel the same sometimes. You really need to try to put out the vibes you want to receive back. It is amazing when you do that, it does come back to you threefold. I have a middle son, 22, who has made alot of mistakes and has been in trouble in the past. I was told that I needed to believe that he will do the right thing and find his own way and happiness. I have been doing that and praying for him and I see dramatic changes. You can do the same for yourself. Believe that the best will come to you and think only positive, empowering thoughts, and good things will happen. I don't usually abide by alot of holistic stuff, but the more these things impact my life, the more I begin to believe. I have asked God over and over again for peace with my sitch and it is finally coming. I understand the thought of never being loved again - and I agree with IMLin - but the love of a man and partner is different then all those other loves. I fear never having that again also. If you continue in the negative thinking, though, you will be right. You will manifest what you think. And worry lines are hard to get rid of!!!! Keep exercising - it helps alot! And the healthy eating is critical. Read all about that, the things you eat can really impact how you feel. We are in a similar age bracket and married length - it is very hard, I know. Let's support each other through this - I know we can do it!
Me-48 H-48 Married 25years Sep 12/05 S-24, S-22, S-18, D-12 Dated for 9 months of S, not dating now http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubb...rue#Post1565826
