another date set today!

[jandn]

I think I need to express to W how much I am going to miss her. That is one thing W pointed out. I am thinking about writing a letter to tell W what I am thinking and so W can see it on paper and absorb it. I think I need to express to her when she is feeling down or whatever she is going through that I will be there to listen for her.

I might have been a little pushy after W left, cause sent text thanking her for coming over and really enjoyed your company. She thanked me for having her and brownies. I went out on a limb and said, welcome, too bad you couldnt stay longer or all nite:-( See you in the morning! Didnt get anything back.

So I show up with D and we play with her a little bit and say too bad we cant hang out today. W says, I dont have any vacation time and really cant take any more days off. Said thats ok. So, I didnt give her that book or flower, but put it on her door after I left, then sent text about how to check it that was a just a lill something from yesterday since I wasnt able to give it to at your work:( Have a good day 2day!

Then I bit later a song came on that she mentioned cause I said to W lastnight "dont think I dont think about it" in reference to how the things I have done. Texted her to tell her it was on but no response, think she has crawled into her shell, need to lay back and wait for contact. Thought I would be getting something about the D possibly being sick.