And the rollercoaster continues #2

[Abbey]

I guess it makes me feel like a failure. I know that is not true, but still how I feel.

I told her that I felt like a fool for chosing to marry someone who could treat me this way. She said I am not a fool and there is no way I could have known. She said it could happen to anyone. I know all this, but it just helps to hear it sometimes.

We're in "good company". Uhm... Christy Brinkley, Sarah Evans, Shania... ah hell, love her or hate her... even Hillary. All women that had the world by the whahoo, if you know what I mean. All cheated on. They're not failures,... they were failed on by their spouses. We've (men and women here) have been failed by our spouses.

The reality is we live in a world that doesn't value marriage, doesn't value diligence and commitment to relationships. The whole thing is wrapped around the disposable-ness of it.

Keep care of you, it's all we can do.

hugs
Abbey