Hope4us struggle, part 6

[Hope4us]

I kind of hate to keep posting that we had another really good night, but we did. WW IM'd me late in the day and said she was going to go shopping after work, but some nasty storms were coming so she decided to skip it. I told her I was going to get home as quickly as I could because the lawn needed mowed and I needed gas for the mower and did she want a sub (there's a sub shop in the gas station). She replied "that would be nice".

So I ran home, got gas and subs, mowed the yard and we spent the night talking and talking (mostly her talking and me listening). She started watching that stupid "so you think you can dance show" but instead of me going upstairs to watch T.V. I went out and sat on the deck and messed with the dog instead. She came out a number of times to talk to me about other things on her mind and that was nice.

She came into the master bath right on que this morning like she has for the last week. Now is when I need to really be patient because I feel myself thinking, "Ok, it's obvious we're getting along pretty well, now admit you F'd up and lets fix this", but I know I can't do that.

TIME, TIME, TIME.