You look nice, you smell nice, I like when we're together, your hair is so shiny it catches the light, brush against her lightly, your skin is so soft.......
Baby steps.
when we walk our dogs, i have brushed my hands against hers..
i think i can go with you look nice, smell nice etc..
i don't know how she will react , she is still very angry with me.. i mean she is getting ready to serve me..
Wouldn't you like to stop the serving? My greatest fear is that my husband will file legal S papers. I told him to take the time he needs no strings attached, but that if he really sees this as a new beginning rather than an end he won't file papers.
I love him and want to be with him. I have to pick up the pieces and work on me first, I guess. The lovemaking isn't going to stop while I do that if I can help it.
Me 45, H 46, S 23, M 26, Together 30, Bomb 6-2-08, S 6-19-08; H left 12-29-08. H home 12-09, Still MLC in 2012! Me- I have my big girl panties on. Bring it.
Wouldn't you like to stop the serving? My greatest fear is that my husband will file legal S papers. I told him to take the time he needs no strings attached, but that if he really sees this as a new beginning rather than an end he won't file papers.
I love him and want to be with him. I have to pick up the pieces and work on me first, I guess. The lovemaking isn't going to stop while I do that if I can help it.
Last night I had my last melt down. I did the pleading with him to just come home because we can't work on us while he is away. He said he needs to work on him before he can work on us (but he still loves me, we'll always have a connection, why can't I just understand.)
I realize I need to do the DB route. I reached a point of acceptance and have decided my self respect has taken enough of a beating. I'm going dark and working on me.
I gave it a lot of thought last night. I will still be here for him to turn to, if HE initiates. I want that connection even still. But the rest of my time is going to be spent GAL.
I decided that I am going to go camping. I am going to borrow my son's tent, grab the dog and just go. Not sure where I'm going to go just yet, but the best way I can see to start this is to just DO IT!
Me 45, H 46, S 23, M 26, Together 30, Bomb 6-2-08, S 6-19-08; H left 12-29-08. H home 12-09, Still MLC in 2012! Me- I have my big girl panties on. Bring it.
Wifey.. i saw W checking me out, she is noticing how going to gym everyday has changed me... hmmmm.... but i would have no idea on how to approach her to try anything out..
