Today's update. Rode the recumbent bike during work hours then worked out after work(core stuff). Went to Lowes after work and bought some insect bombs to set off in the basement of the house we are working on. Lots of spiders down there. Left there, came to the house and mowed the grass. I would say that this will be the last time I mow here. It's really dry and I don't expect to mow it again. I won't miss it. It's a little over 2 acres.
I won't miss the log home either. It's just too much upkeep. Too much staining to do.
A little bit of a backslide tonight I suppose. A talk about my son's upcoming wedding led to a R/M/bitch session on the front porch earlier. She can't seem to figure out why, after we D that our families just can't be all hunky dory from day one until we die. She wants to write my son a letter and send it to him, says she loved him more as a step mom than I did as a dad..I'm sure it will be the same type letter she sent my sister..a guilt transferring letter. Transferring her guilt at walking, over to me. I told her not to send him a letter. She needs closure..I say find or make your own. Don't use my son to find your closure.
She continually finds some way to stick the knife in me and twist. She also threatened to have me removed from the house. She has no grounds just idle threats.
My brother is out of town this week so I'm staying at his place Friday night. Gonna work on the house again Friday night and all day Saturday. Making headway but still lots to do.
Work tomorrow. A toddler introduction class at 5:30pm for my little girl..she's moving up in class and switching class rooms.. I may stop by the tanning bed after work..this golfers tan is out of hand..need to get that straightened out a bit.
I figure I'll get hammered with a 2x4..all I can say is lay waste to my head.
I have no 2x4's for you just 'man love for ya'. It just really amazes me the anger that the W can't let go of, she truly is battling within herself. My heart goes out to you a D.
"says she loved him more as a step mom than I did as a dad.."
I am at a loss of words for this comment...
I know in my heart you are still on a better road that will end in happiness...
