I am OK. My W is away for 2 weeks with OM on a road trip. I have my kids which is great. We are having a lot of fun but I feel so anxious knowing my W is with this guy having fun. It doesn't seem to get any easier. I just get angrier with my W that she has done this to me. I don't know if I can ever forgive her so I am wondering if it's worth waiting for her. Not seeing or talking to her for a week has given me time to reflect and has raised doubts that I (we) can overcome this. I am wondering if I am really just weak not getting over her and moving on. I am trying to be strong but it's not working.
H 42 W 37 M17 T20 years 3 daughters 11,11,14 seperated 11/26/07 EA neighbor/ moved in w/ him 2/8 Filed for D 01/08 finalized soon