I understand exactly how you feel/felt. Take it easy. I think I was in a place similar to where you were at, this weekend.
These thoughts I am afraid will be coming back to haunt us for a long long time. I just hope that each time will hurt less and less until we finally get a "closure".
Thinking of you as always and wishing you love (back) S
I just finished filling out the last of the paperwork from my lawyer. It's funny given how my wife wants all this to work I'm the one that is ending up petitioning for the divorce. Ironic isn't it? At least to me.
It's amazing that after 20 years together, 17 years of marriage, and three wonderful children that it is over when I sign some papers in a week or so.
It’s strange that my best friend and soul mate isn't those things afterall.
When we talk about the divorce with each other I look for some glimmer of hesitation in her eyes. There is none. Not a bit. Nothing from her says that she wants to even take about staying together. How is it possible?
Sunday night she left the kids alone because I was 10 minutes late to get back because she needed to go see “Nick”. It’s nice to see that her priorities are with her children.
She is a different person now. Much different. Too different for my heart to recognize her.
I know I’m fine and that I’ll be fine in the future. My children will survive. They are wonderful, happy, intelligent and caring children. They make my world go around.
Thinking of you Woog. Sorry I have been gone. I know this sucks, and that she isn't the woman you love now, and you don't know if she will be her again.....
The scary part is I am wondering if my H was EVER the man I thought he was....
Anyway, back to you. Just know there are a bunch of us out here who really care about you.......
I'm with you on the wondering part BBJ. Maybe our H's were just really good actors at on time. I have been wondering lately if I never should have married H in the first place, but that is a story for another time on my thread.
Woog, don't look too hard for that look of hesitation, your wife would have to come back to reality first. I'm sorry she doesn't realize what a wonderful man you are. I'm sure one day she will realize what a big mistake she made, but I wouldn't expect her to admit it to any living soul.
R 23 years M 20 years Bomb June 2007 S Oct 2007 Ds 11 & 16 Ds and I moved out Aug. 2008
I'm with you on the wondering part BBJ. Maybe our H's were just really good actors at on time. I have been wondering lately if I never should have married H in the first place, but that is a story for another time on my thread.
Woog, don't look too hard for that look of hesitation, your wife would have to come back to reality first. I'm sorry she doesn't realize what a wonderful man you are. I'm sure one day she will realize what a big mistake she made, but I wouldn't expect her to admit it to any living soul.
R 23 years M 20 years Bomb June 2007 S Oct 2007 Ds 11 & 16 Ds and I moved out Aug. 2008
