What if she goes? What is she doesn't go? Will it make a difference in what you do or how you act? Have fun is what you do. Be happy, but not hyper-happy. Maybe give her a compliment, but don't cling to her.
Me 36 Husband 35 D5 S2 separated: 10/29/07-present Served divorce papers 1/22/09 "When the world gives out beneath your feet, it is time to learn how to fly."