The move went very well and it feels great to be back. I've been busy settling in, getting together with family and seeing friends. I've been so busy that I haven't had too much time to even think about H. I haven't initiated any contact with H since I've been back but he's called several times. He asked me to call when we arrived but I told him S would call him later after we had settled in. Well, I turned on my cell phone once I got off the plane and it was H calling. I scrambled to get it but didn't answer in time. He called a couple more times that evening before he got a hold of us. He's also called every day since then and I let S answer the calls. H has asked to speak to me each time and although I told him that we should have no contact for a period of time so that we can both sort through things, I feel badly when S hands me the phone and tells me dad would like to speak to me. No R talk and I've been quickly getting off the phone. He did say that he misses us and that he's going to be sending me an email re: his thoughts on what's happened. I do feel soooo much stronger now. I am keeping busy with several things lined up for the next week. All of this is helping me get my mind off my sitch.
HUGS to everyone - I'll try and catch up with all of you in the next couple of days.
Me47 H46 S13 M16 Piecing since May/09
"Life is 10% what happens to us and 90% how we react to it." Lou Holtz
