My God Jethro I think YOU'RE ME.
As I read through your posts and LL's questions I thought, MY god, he is saying exactly everything I'm thinking and feeling. Amazing!
If you get a chance to read some of my posts (especially the dozie of the past few days, I swear, you'll see yourself in them.
This crap is to pat. There must be "secret" handbooks out there that each of us roll players are doomed to follow. Geesh.
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