Hey running, Ahhh Don Juan! I am renting the movie, AGAIN. It is my video class. I don't want to destroy her confidence EVERY time, but I think last evening she was way to confident, with me inviting her over, and the nice dinner, etc. I needed to put a "gentle" stop and show that I am in control, not needy but independent. My W eats men, I know that, this is what I liked about her, and this is what got me in this ugly situation. She knows she is very good looking, and smart, and she enjoy that attention way to much, I saw too many times men rolling carpets at her feet. She is trouble. Before we had the kids I knew how to handle her, but then..... I lost my "mojo" and I wasn't "THE MAN" anymore. The fact is that I am a father now and that changed a lot in my life. I am not concerned about the ego-booster from OM, it is only going to backfire, the dude is needy, I can smell it from here. She described him as "a very good person".... she need MORE than that, she needs "THE MAN" and she knows it. She said she is changed, she is now a mom, not the "wild" thing she use to be, and I believed it for a while, but then.... I shouldn't have. This morning I picked the kids and she was flirting with me, she came way too close and smelled me. For her it is just a game and I have to be a worthy player..... and I can be only if I am going to have fun with it, like I used to as when I was a juvenile, otherwise she is going to eat me.... munch munch munch and spit the bones.... like she did.. I am getting there.
