I'm planning on coming over here when my thread locks too. I think now that my H has been out of the house since January I should make my way here.
I'm sorry you are having a down day. I hope your new medicinal cocktail will pick you up some. There are times when you need a little bit of extra help.
I know it may not feel like it, but you are moving forward. You are becoming unstuck. Although there have been many rough moments you blatantly are becoming stronger through all of this.. so try to remind yourself that it will get better.
