I have been feeling down and don't know why, need to get my head out of the sand, my ass in gear and get to work rebuilding my life. (I will need to whistle while I work, hmmm, what song should I whistle, I know: "Always Look on the Bright Side of Life")
Here are some facts about my life and life in general
* My W will never come home * I will never forgive W for what she has done
Jeff,
I'm sorry, I don't accept your premise. There's no way you KNOW for sure that these are true. Had anyone asked you a couple of years ago that THIS would be happening, you would have said "no way!"
I too got very angry with God, and I STILL don't have all the answers as to why He let me go thru what I had to go thru. But I do know that what I THOUGHT I wanted, would have led to exactly ZERO GROWTH by me personally, or between me and my wife as a couple.
Higher Ways Stephen Curtis Chapman
If I could only fly I'd go up and look down from the sky So I could see the bigger picture And Lord if I could sit with You At Your feet for an hour or two I'm sure I'd ask too many questions 'Cause there's so much going on down here That I must confess I just don't understand
BRIDGE But I have prayed And at your feet my whole life has been laid So I wont worry I wont be afraid 'Cause my soul is resting on Your higher ways Let the road ahead become unclear I am Yours so what have I to fear If my soul is resting on Your higher ways
CHORUS Your higher ways teach me to trust You Your higher ways are not like mine Your higher ways are the ways of the Father Hiding His children in His love
BRIDGE So let it rain And if my eyes grow dim with tears of pain This hope I have will not be washed away 'Cause my soul is resting on Your higher ways
Maybe then You will take me aside And show me the bigger picture But until I'm with You I'll be here with a heart that is true And a soul that's resting on Your higher ways
