Jethro..first..don't apologize for being "down" that is what we are here for, to help life you up..
I really like what Sage said about all of us who are getting what db'ing is about..Sorry I don't know how to do the quote thing..but to become more gracious, forgiving,more of anything that helps us improve our own lives and hopefully our m..that is what it is all about.
You really sound like you need a vacation..is it possible for you to get away?? even for a weekend of quiet..alone.Being alone is sad sometimes, but also a time to reflect and clear your head.
I know since I have started attending our church more and getting a better understanding of what God does intend for us, that I feel a piece and believe that He holds the future for what our lives will turn out to be...He tests us many times..in many ways. Keep strong...
