Holding Pattern

[JWS]

we have had talks about getting out before. lately i have been doing just what you said above, instead of saying i want to get out, i have been saying I would like to be this, or that. that is still a few years off so either way we have to struggle through that I just want her to know it won't be a life time thing, witch we bother assumed it would be in college.

I came from a family that talked about every thing so it just seems natural to tell her everything i feel and want to do, but her family never said a word. they just interacted without talking but I guess there actions spoke for them self’s.

yesterday was great when i let my actions speak for them self, I even got a hug, and thank you for helping with all the apartment and school stuff.

it strange but the part where she was gone for so long and i only could work on my self was a bit easier because if i messed up she could not see that. I like what you said about having limited time to see her so make it good. Once she is all moved in the ball is totally in her court and who knows when i will see her. I am anticipating her going silent again for a while while she adjust to all the newness down there but hope she will share bits of info about school and not just call for money or support.