OK, I'm having a bad day. As I said tomorrow is anniversary. Its really bothering me that I will not see her tomorrow except for a few minutes to pick up my d. Didn't hear from her at all yesterday. She called me this morning to ask if we missed an appointment for my d latch key. Its tonight, she ask me to go without her, cause she going to baseball game. At first, I said I think you should go too, but then thought to myself that I am being selfish cause I just want to see her. So I told her, I will go, and she should go to the game and have fun. Told her she always handled this stuff in the past, and I need to step up.
She seemed pleased.Then we ended the call.

I then got weak, and sent her an email to see if she wanted lunch. No reply yet. I need to become stronger at the LRT.

I can tell if I don't contact her for a day or two she starts contacting me. My sister who was a WAW, no divorced keeps telling me that I have to let her miss me.


Keep the faith!!
One Goal!
Thanks
CZ
me: 34
XW: 29
D: 5
T: 13
M:9
Dday: Sep 18, 08
joint legal and physical custody of child
XW recently told me, she d me, cause she tought I would abandoned her!