Wed morning and not much new in the LIS house. Have not actually spoken to OMW yet. She came back with a few questions before she would agree to speak to me: - what did I hope to accomplish by speaking to her - has there been anything recent she should know about - how can she be sure I am who I say I am (she is concerned the e-mails may be coming from WW - I mentioned a similar concern earlier).
On the home front, things carry on despite WW verbal assault from Sunday. Not much contact of anykind last night due to K sports events in different parts of city. When I got home, took s13 to aftergrad party, came home and mowed lawn, washed vehicle and then took my turn for an hour hot tub soak listening to music (very relaxing for me - not sure if it helps things with WW but good me time).
WW and D10 went to one enabling gf last night after sports. When they got home (around 10) D10 came out to chat - WW went straight to bed. I was up until after midnight (had to go pick up S13 and D16), so needless to say, no conv with WW about much. She did phone me at work in day about supper and asked a computer question last night in the brief 15 minutes we had at home together (with D10).
WW is, I think, waiting for me to talk about her rant on Sunday about wanting to end this, but I have nothing further to say than what I did Sunday - I do not want D, want this family and M and am not leaving. I may say that to her again, and again, and again...
Still all going to a very tight quartered cabin this weekend.
PATIENCE - have to keep telling myself that because this is making me sick at times... Nothing new I am sure.
LIS
M45 WW 43 D17/S14/D11
ILYB Jan 08 PA Conf Feb 08 OMW / OM contacted S Jan / 09
No one ever has, or ever will, escape the consequences of their actions.
