Thanks everybody. It really does help to come here and vent and read other people's thoughts on this. I have pretty much been up and down. One minute I'm fine, the next I am a mess. I realized this morning that I have lost 8 lbs. Back on that divorce diet I guess. I know it isn't good, but I can't seem to keep food down.

A friend told me yesterday that he saw H and a "dark-headed girl" in his car. I wish he hadn't told me that and I told him so.

On the plus side I got my dress for the wedding yesterday from the alterations lady...and I looked pretty fabulous if I do say so myself. I went and got a spray tan and I am amazed at how dark I am and how good it looks! There will be a band, free booze, and lots of friends from college that I haven't seen since MY wedding....so it can't be all bad right?

Originally Posted By: husband
"....said he would stand in for H at the wedding if I wanted him to. "

I asked first....

...if only you were closer I would take you up on that.


Kris