BTW - just thought I'd mention that thread title is a Beth Orton song. Yes, I'm basically following in g's footsteps, but I'm giving him Patty (for the time being).
Copycat! Please don't accuse me of referencing downer songs any more -- I think I'm gonna go slit my wrist in the garage with the car running after taking a a fistful of prescription medication. Just to show you there's no hard feelings, here are excerpts from the lyrics:
Do you even know what goes on in a heart anymore? Constellations turned into little polaroids in a cardboard box And I wanted so desperately to prove You were still breathing But you wouldn't move
What a thing to choose This one's gonna bruise
Did you even notice how the wind Didn't change that much? Fluctuations on these sheets That you moved to be sure it was us And I wanted so desperately to say That you could trust me, but I was lying anyway
And I feel bad for you I feel bad for you And I don't know why I don't know why 'Cause I'm as dead as you
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Meanwhile, I've let go and realized that I don't think I can be with her ever again. I love her, but she is a damaged person.
I hear ya!!! Have been reading your story a little, thanks for posting. Feel like I have nothing constructive to say (very early in process for me) other than I can understand.
Have a good day.
Me:36 M:16 D final: 08/09 Ds:10&5 Ss:8&3 Bomb 3xPA 200 sexual encounters 15/06/08
And interesting, the author, who has time to write, illustrate, and post a blog entry about making lemon jam, is working on a PhD trying to build a table that floats on magnets!
And interesting, the author, who has time to write, illustrate, and post a blog entry about making lemon jam, is working on a PhD trying to build a table that floats on magnets!
Thanks for posting, Lodo--what an interesting guy!!!! Are they all like that in Australia?? If so I'm going to have to book a flight (after my D of course)!!! Karen
Please don't accuse me of referencing downer songs any more -- I think I'm gonna go slit my wrist in the garage with the car running after taking a a fistful of prescription medication.
LOL - yeah, I guess the song is one huge downer. Hey, sometimes you have to go completely over the top in order to get it out of your system. Actually, I just liked the title.
Well, haven't mentioned sweet STBXW for awhile so here's the update:
no word
Okay, back to fun and games, laughter and healing ...
Please don't accuse me of referencing downer songs any more -- I think I'm gonna go slit my wrist in the garage with the car running after taking a a fistful of prescription medication.
LOL - yeah, I guess the song is one huge downer. Hey, sometimes you have to go completely over the top in order to get it out of your system. Actually, I just liked the title.
Well, haven't mentioned sweet STBXW for awhile so here's the update:
no word
Okay, back to fun and games, laughter and healing ...
lodo
And JAM. Don't forget the JAM. In fact, I say "Fetch my signet ring and hot wax, and 'LET THERE BE JAM!'"