I'm sorry you're feeling so anxious today. When my boss went through the breakup of his 17 year relationship, he was having chest pain/major anxiety. The dr. gave him an Rx for Xanax. He said he was blown away with how much it took the edge off his anxiety.
Hang in there.
(((((Mike)))))
M: 37 H: 36 Married: Aug 13, 2004 Decision to Divorce: July 20, 2008 Reconciled: September 2008 Current: Ambivalence