Hope4us struggle, part 6

[Hope4us]

Thanks guys. It really means a lot.

WW got home from her salon appt and was kind of over her mini-funk. She came in and started messing around on the internet. She was looking at houses online and I thought, oh no, maybe I was a little premature in my previous post, but then I realize that WW always is looking at houses online when she see's them for sale in the neighborhood. It's like a new house goes up for sale and she has to see what it looks like inside. She then starts sharing news she's reading from our hometown newspaper and talking about her 30th class reunion this summer and how she probably won't even go. Talked about some of her class mates and how the lady that's running it husband died a few years ago, etc.

Another pretty decent evening. We both fell asleep on the couch. She in her "bed" and me on the recliner part. When I got up to go to bed I asked her if she wanted me to turn off the light and she said "yes" and then "thank you" when I did. I told her she was welcome. WTF? Actually being polite to me? Another good sign.

This morning, right on que she comes into the master bath as I'm getting out of the shower. This morning I decided the heck with it, I wasn't going to put on any undies until I was ready and she stood right next to me brushing her teeth, etc while I was in full glory. Another good sign. This mini-retreat from right after work yesterday was over VERY quickly.

I know I'm not going to push anything. I feel pretty good that she seems to be making more and more progress, but that stinkin thinkin just creeps in and has me expecting the worst. Oh well, I'm just going to keep doing what I'm doing and enjoy the relative peace and quiet and good conversations.