Where, hiya! Hope you got those marks out!? I cant imagine how hard that is, her crying for her Dad, but I was impressed that he was so concerned when you told him and didnt go all rubbish on you and react with guilt, but made sure to tell her he would be round the next day. What you said...
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And H and I... it feels like we are together.. so it feels good.. but it still does suck when he leaves and yet I just smile and say goodbye.
I guess thats how I feel, thats how I describe it to people, but I perhaps am being a little over excited, I dont get kisses for example! Plus, he makes me no promises, I NEVER know when I am going to see him next (but we do seem to have fallen into a pattern). Its hard isnt it? People say to me, its ALL on his terms, his control. I guess thats true of you too? Although, what choice do we have?
We'll keep plugging away hey. (Kalni, what was your "mean" idea?) Ali xxx
Me:40! H:37 Together: 12yrs IDLY & left 11/07 ADs 03/08 OW 8/08 Reconciled 05/09 now married! my thread