Thanks for stopping by. Nothing to report. NADA! ZERO! ZILCH! Not one single bit of contact from H. 3 weeks is his normal limit. I thought our night went well - who knows what he is thinking..... thankfully I have long stopped trying to guess what goes on in that thing that is called his brain!
In other news... coffee date guy (I asked for a raincheck on the coffee date as I was too busy) has invited me to his birthday dinner. I'm going to go, cause its a group event, and its good to meet new people! (Even if I'm not overly attracted to coffee date guy, maybe he will have cute friends?_ And a group setting is much less intimidating, cause I still dont feel ready emotionally to date.
Was very tempted to find an excuse to contact H on the weekend just passed, and tell him that he needs to come and pick up his boxes of stuff that I packed away for him a few months ago... but I realised that I was a bit emotional and I didnt actually NEED to contact him - the boxes have waited a few months, they can wait a few more. I think that the next time he contacts me I will mention the boxes again, and ask when he will be able to come and collect them. Another 180?? Might jog his memory about our history?? At the least I will have more room in the spare bedroom!!
In other news my uncle has had a true mid-life crisis, and contacted my mum for the first time in many years. It was so hard to hear mum talk about it - I felt like I knew so much about mid-life crisis, and how to help MLC people. BUT I've deliberately kept the DB idea a secret from my family - people think I'm crazy, and then they get worried that I'm not moving on with my life.
HOPE YOU GUYS ARE GOING WELL ON YOUR OWN JOURNEYS! I'm lurking even if I'm not posting xx
