Me working on my new place and how daunting that seems.
Wanting out of this house.
Wondering how I will make it..
Lots of things.
I'm not thinking of the M much anymore or the failure of it..
I don't know Ian, it's hard for me to describe. I'm not down. Or angry, or sad or really anything since about noon today..
I just am.
I ordered a book from Amazon last week. It's called "what a difference a Daddy makes" I thought it might help me with my D, especially as she gets older. it came today.
I don't know what I am Ian. I'm calm right now..no anger no nothing really..a little funky feeling..It's hard to describe. Still a little drained from last night. Your response to my post touched me. It's hard for me to read it. I read it a few times today.
You may seem overwhelmed right night but I know it will all work out. Try and take it one step at a time. Try and keep that inner peace that you have found. Hopefully you can get your new house ready soon and put some distance between your W and yourself.
