What are we doing, where am I, where are we at?

[stillfighting]

Yes I did check thayt post...
Havn't posted in a while and i'm getting some limited response from the board. Donno why? I jut hope someone cathces up with my post and takes me under their wing, I need some serious help. So...
As for me, she lives at her moms now again, spending most of the time with me and secretly somwhere else. Mom has no idea WAW is in he rappt, MIL is on a long vacation. WAW thinks that I don't know about the time she spends somwhere else when shes says shes at her moms. She is trying to cover up somthing, forwarding the calls from her moms hone phonenr. to her cell so that I think she is at her moms and this weekend she is going away in another city to a hotel just to relax and be by herself. She claims she recieved this as a gift for her birthday back in Jan. When I asked where she was going to be, she got a little mad that I aked about this. It does sound very unlogical to me and if you add the other signs it adds up to that she is secretly seeing other man. What makes me mad is that she thinks that I'm stupid and don't notice all these things and that she's getting away with it. I often wonder if I should mention this to her, but think that it would only push her away, donno what to do so I just act As If everything is cool and act stupid. in "piecing" hoping to get some advice. I just hope someone will catch up my post and tske me under their wing. I have read many posts on this board and seen that very experiencded take newbies and transofrm them into great DBers with their wise advice. I have been recieving limited advice on this board and would really appreciate some feedback. I have a thread over in Newcomers that has been locked. I don't know where I belong. I would like to add that she agreed to watch Michelles DVD Mariage Breakthtough though she showed very little interest in it and always faaling a sleep during watching it and we had to like watch it in segments but watched only one hour of it. I don't think I should pressure her to watch it and she doesn't mention it at all. I would be like trying to fix her and prooving to her she is wrong. This would make her pull away I think.
Any suggestions?

OP