Here goes..

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teetering closer to having lost 20 pounds now.... i weigh almost less right now than i did in 2000 (i was 30 then)

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her grounds are " went to counselling but only went to 4 sessions, is taking couunselling now"... wtf kind of grounds is that??

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and i just saw her "ad" on lavalife.. geebus

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i am having a "bad night"... W is at her sister's ... just reflecting on the past... arghhh... it really sucks that all my family is 14 hours drive away

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i even know who is serving me, W's Sister... hmmmm now i know who to avoid..

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4 day weekend coming up plenty of GAL... W's cousin invited me to a pub friday night.. and i will be going.. why not

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Didn't even see W yesterday, that is the first time since i was travelling to the refineries for 1 1/2 years (i was away every Mon-Thurs)

it was weird

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today could easily be day#2 that we don't even see each other, but usually i invite her to walk the dogs after my counselling is over (we get home around the same time).. maybe today i walk them as soon as i walk in?? ideas?

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today could easily be day#2 that we don't even see each other, but usually i invite her to walk the dogs after my counselling is over (we get home around the same time).. maybe today i walk them as soon as i walk in?? ideas?

nevermind i allready know the answer

[Virtually_Handsome]

There you go!

Here is a thought I have. Don't overanalyze every little thing you do. In general, one individual action isn't going to make or break things. What you are after is a more general change. A change in the way you act, all of the time. It's made up of small individual steps, but it isn't the small individual steps on their own. It's the whole attitude, and way of life!