ms ladybug SQUISHED (2)

[ms ladybug]

I'm doing OK.
UPDATE:
OK, so that night while he went out to get a movie, he texts OW (I snooped on his phone later). She just said she was at work and busy, couldn't talk. WHY does he spent ALL DAY with me, have all kinds of sex, then gets alone for a minute, and texts HER!

So, that night, we get into bed and he goes straight into talking about D. How much it will cost, I'll have to get a full time job, what we can get for our house, etc... So, I replied, "this is what you want?" And he said, "I have no choice." SO, WHAT is this weekend about? We talked some, a lot, and hugged and I told him I love him, and he said, "I've always loved you. I just want you to trust me. I want to take care of you, and I want you to take care of me. Quit fighting me every step of the way." It was a good talk, and I felt like we were working on things.

The next day, we went to the picnic for his work, ran some errands, even bought a dresser. THEN, he starts in on this is probably a mistake spending time with you, I still think we need to divorce, etc... It's like a switch goes off in his head that things are moving forward, and it's not good. I don't get it.

So, I give him space...
He calls me today to tell me that he's going to look at getting us new phones, and switching phone services. He ends the convo with "I love you."

I'm confused, but I think even better than that is that HE'S confused.

Oh, and TwinDad, he'll SO force the issue if he doens't SEE in action what I wrote in the email. BTW, he's NEVER mentioned the email to me.