I got the book, Tink, and will start reading it tonight. I'm feeling pretty desperate. I just feel that I'm not ever going to be loved again. I know that I have to love myself to be loveable, but I'm old and I feel very unattractive. I'm exercising and trying to lose weight by eating healthier. It's a slow process.
He gets better and better looking every year.
I will never ever be with him again. That kills me.
Married: 25 years Separated: 5 years Kids: 2, ages 21 and 24 Me: 53 H: 50
